So after a lovely meal and a few drinks on Valentine's day I wanted to be more intimate with my boyfriend and have sex (we hadn't done it for a while 3/4weeks) 😁
So I was a little tense as I was scared it would hurt (it usually does but only mildly) but as he was entering this time it was like someone had stuck a knife straight up me into my stomach. I screamed and pushed him away and imitately began to cry.
I began to shake and panic breaking out into a cold sweat feeling like my insides we're going to fall out.
The pain was very intense for hours after and is still mildly painful now (even though he barely did anything at all) I had to take paracetamol and use a hot water bottle to get to sleep.
I have discovered I have a backwards uterus when I had a scan but have not been diagnosed yet.
Is this how it starts out? (endometriosis) I also have an excruciating time when I'm on my period.
I mean will I never be able to enjoy sex ever again?? How can I improve this? How do you deal with it?
I don't want it to put strain on my relationship (my bf is very understanding at the minute but will he be forever) I just want to sort it before it gets any worse.
I also don't have any children yet and do want them but can't stand the pain of sex/endo 😭💔