After almost a year of trying to get doctors to listen to me and to stop telling me there's nothing wrong with me, i finally got a referral to a gynaecologist. I'm having my laproscopy on Wednesday. My consultant is amazing and is almost certain I have pelvic endometriosis. My symptoms are quite mild, but the worst is the excruciating deep pain during sex. It's so bad it makes me feel physically sick. I've never experienced pain like it. I've been very positive and upbeat about my laproscopy over the past 2 months or so as I knew that this was the start of getting things right. But now with 5 days to go...I'm totally terrified!! I'm frightened that there won't be anything wrong with me and that it is all in my head! I'm frightened of the pain, I'm worried about the day in general from start to finish. I know it's normal to feel nervous and apprehensive but this is oing to change my life...one way or another. I don't have children at the moment but me and my partner are very keen to start a family soon. I desperately want everything to be ok so that we can live out our dream of being parents.
Any advice anyone could give me would be greatly appreciated.