Im newly diagnosed and starting to take more notice of my body and how i feel I've started to notice when i start getting sore i feel sick almost like morning sickness and then Im an emotional wreck snappy crying shouting weeping and over nothing today i picked a row over a tuna sandwich i know its stupid and completely ridiculous but at the time it was the end of the world as i knew it i think i always thought i was just a mean person at times but i finally realise its hormonal and i seem to loose my rationality and myself leaving me left not only with the guiltt of not being entirely useful at home aswell as guilt for being completely unacceptably difficult and abrasive to the people i love.
Endometriosis has sneaky ways of bringing me to my knees but now i know i can prepare for it i guess xx