I've been struggling with this unhappiness for a long time. I just don't know what to do anymore. And before anyone ask if its depression, or am I depressed? No. I have suffered from depression few years ago and I don't what depression feels like. But be assured this is not it. I'm just unhappy.. I cant seem to find happiness within myself. I've lost myself and I feel so different about myself.
3 months ago me and my now (fiancé) moved back into his parents home due to circumstances, and that has dragged me down soooo much. He is an amazing guy, loves me unconditionally. We've been together for quite sometime. After moving back 3 months ago he himself has changed. He seems unhappy aswell, our relationship is going downhill, he seems uneased. Lets just say, his mother isn't peachy. it's hell living there. And we are planning on moving out next year.
Life has changed and now there's so much stress in our lives. I'm a full time student, he's a full time worker. Right now for the summer I have a job, which I thought would help me in my unhappiness to my surprise... NO. i'm at work, away from stress, and I still feel unhappy. why.......
on top with all this im dealing with Nausea every single day. I'm going insane. I tried everything on getting my mind off of things and trying to be more happier but....I can't