Hmm...so I turn up at my local park run event in my swanky Ronhill gear, my Rab jacket and my fancy mizuno wavekarrier3 trail shoes looking like a proper runner. I've graduated from couch to 5km and I'm kitted out in my best togs. I'd never heard of any of these brands before I started running only 12 weeks ago but suddenly my kit is being cooed over by other runners I'd never met before. I felt a warm glow of belonging and I must say I looked the part.
In my heart though I knew what was to come and I felt fear ....oh yes I'd got the clobber but oh the shame of it ..... your grannie could run faster!! What a fraud they must think me I thought to myself as I watched them disappearing over the hill. 5km in 43 minutes!!! Couch to 5km in 30 minutes is for me aspirational, not a reality. 43 minutes!! But boy it was hilly and I'm carrying the equivalent of my 4 year old son and my cocker spaniel in excess body weight so what do I expect?
Actually the park runners are such a fantastic family that it doesn't matter how fast or slow you are - the fact that you get up early on a saturday morning to run your socks off is enough and the encouragement I got was amazing. But still....I want to go faster. I need speed.
So I did the C25K+ speed podcast this morning. Crikey it was like going back to week one. I was exhausted but I felt good at the end of it and I took 3 minutes off my time and did 5km in 40 minutes which is a start (and it was hilly and snowy).
The thing about all this is that it gets me up and out. I'm now competing against myself to get quicker and I'm standing outside in the snow gasping for breath and I feel alive. In the end I know it doesn't matter how fast I'm going as I know I'm going faster than I was on the couch but I am enjoying the challenge, the way I feel now that I'm fitter and the fact that excess weight I've had for 10 years is melting off.
So - I'm aiming for couch to 5km in 30 minutes - that's my target and by heck I'm going to do it. Watch this space.
Lxxx