Some months ago I wrote asking advise regarding my fight between long working hours that left me with no strengh to do my run. I graduate in July with a sense of great achivement, but the job I toke on was very demanding and my training for the marathon was suffering.
I thanks all the people who supported me. I tried to cut off the working hrs but it is not easy when clients calls for support !
It was a 3 months renewable contract but I decided not to renew it as the job was affecting my health. I started suffering from anxiety and waking up in the middle of the night to write down the things I have to do the following day at the office. I was getting grumpy with my partner and dog and none of them deserved it.
Monday was my last day at work, I still waking up in the middle of the night with panic attacks but I know it is matter of time and things will get better.
Tuesday I went back running and found very sad of the fitness I lost in 40 days I did not run.
I wont be ready for the January marathon, that was the dream of my life ( running my first marathon at the age of 45) but maybe I can try the half one.
I guess the most important thing is that I pull out from a situation that could have create big propblem for my health.
Nice to be back in the blog too !