I've been running regularly up to the end of w8, and have been feeling really great up to the w8r3 which I foolishly did with my younger, far fitter cousin; needless to say he was much much faster than me and kept telling me off for being so slow. So by this point I was feeling v. Down with myself. To cheer myself up I finally decided to log my run onto maymyrun.com, as I had previously been guessing my runs which I stupidly thought were at least 4k and today I had finally managed to run a bit further. I was shocked and then extremely disheartened to find I was running only 2 and 1/2 k in 28mins, which depresses me all the more as I'be been trying to get fit for about a whole year through spinning and circuit classes before I had even started this programme, being in my 20s I even thought I had youth on my side.
Sine then I haven't ran for a week out of some kind of despair that I will never be able to do 5k in 30 mins. By w6 I had already been rather foolishly hoping to complete a half marathon in December.
So now I've poured my heart out, I would finally like to ask the question would u guys think it is worth it to carry on in now with w9 r1 tomorrow despite having a week gap and my pace being soo slow or do u think I should redo the program?
Sorry for the rant but badly feel I need some encouragement, motivation and advice.,