Hi all,
Just wanted to pen down my journey. Sorry for the long post. From being a lazy walker to someone who loves to just go out and run everyday. I have made a mental- self talk to physical motivation. You are the best as don’t have much people who praise you and didn’t realise it till now that self praising is not arrogant it self appreciation.
Trying to make food changes, not that I needed as I was already good, don’t eat takeaway , don’t like soda. Biggest challenge was to portion control and carbs as my biggest weakness. As when heavy on food my run was very hard and I was not enjoying it. I was just finishing it.
Taking it slowly and then being over-confident preaching everyone that if I can, you can too and coming back to reality that I have fibromyalgia and hyper mobility and would getting numbing pain in my toes all the time, swelling would come and cramps came on my 2nd week and I knew I was about to give up but some reason this time I was looking for a solution asking in this group what might be the solution; it was so obvious still hard to make a habit: water.
I really needed to focus on the rhythm and enjoy but still cautiously optimistic and happy that I went on this journey. I was on adrenaline high preaching anyone if you cannot run repeat the week, if you can’t go out do 10 mins workout video. I was literally going for 3 short runs early morning, walk after work and evening before bed runs.
The biggest challenge this easter half term- the first week hit me with sense of being a loser and not worthy- not classifying myself but sometimes I get my lows which takes me such lows that I drain myself soul out of me. Not worthy or anything, not even going out as an excuse was helping- which affect me last week. I was on my 7th week with dragging feeling, so the run was not a physical challenge it was a mental one. The first run was dragging but still when I looked up in strava realised that’s the best pace I have ran in. This was after 5 days of no run.So this put the seed that was dying a new life in me. I wanted to do better and if I didn’t feel like it I would walk.
Just finished my 8th week on my best performance, not swelling, no numbness, going out in cold with gloves then half way getting fully sweaty. Without trying my steps and distance between runs have become big.
But I have new problem now, I am getting cramps in my ribs, and lower body, my breast feels more saggy and when I finish the 28 minutes run, and I am cooling down I start coughing and sensation of 🤢 comes up with proper breathing and rest for 30 seconds it disappears. But finding it strange as it’s never happened before. It’s definitely getting tougher to run but it’s making me tougher too. So any tip on this last hurdle will be much appreciated. Sorry once again, but was happy I am nearly there. My first ever run to calling myself a runner. So proud. Any help on last hurdles and week 9 I am ready for you.