In many ways this was one of my hardest runs. Though I was in the mood when I left the house it was 8.15am and I was feeling a bit hungry. In the past I have experienced sudden blood sugar drops during exercise and on the treadmill I would carry a protein bar in case that happened. I haven’t experienced that occurrence so far during these runs and thankfully it didn’t happen today.
However, it was one of those runs where I felt sluggish and my legs felt heavy. I switched coaches from Laura to Jo just by way of a change and I felt Jo was more natural sounding and her encouragement sounded more authentic. I don’t want to diss Laura after she helped me through the previous 10 weeks but I always thought her commentary was a bit wooden.
Anyhoo the first 5 minutes were relatively comfortable but it seemed to take an age before the 10 minute mark had been achieved. My head was doing its best to sabotage my run and kept saying ‘If you stop now you can have an early coffee.’ Steadfastly, Damaged Goods (how apt that is) by Gang Of Four drowned out the doubts and then Alternative Ulster by Stiff Little Fingers and I Wanna Be Your Dog by The Stooges saw me up the slight incline by the tennis courts on the Heath and on the path and by the time the bell rang for the 15 minute mark Ever Fallen In Love (don’t remind me) by The Buzzcocks and New Rose by The Damned were powering me through.
From 15-25 minutes were very difficult and I realised I wasn’t tip top either mentally or physically. My pace was 8mins per kilometre which is my average pace running outdoors. Much as I would prefer to improve that it is still about finishing. I started my descent down the lido path early with 8mins left which I knew meant I’d have to run around the lido and uphill along Mansfield Road for the last part of the run. When Jo announced there were 5 minutes to go I started feeling sick again.
I hadn’t eaten anything this morning and there was no way I was going to stop. After a minute or two the feeling thankfully subsided and I ran up and down Mansfield Road for the last 2 minutes to old favourites Lust For Life by Iggy Pop and London Calling by The Clash.
After I received Jo’s congratulations Velvet Underground’s I’m Waiting For The Man accompanied me to Gail’s for my skinny latte and pain au chocolate. I really felt like I deserved it today. I am so pleased that I didn’t allow my head to sabotage me. It was touch and go at times.