Okay okay, so I admit, last night I was tossing and turning and all in a tizzy thinking -
What if I can't do it?
What if I run out of puff?
What if
What if.....
And then I'm dressed in my running gear and my tunes are on and I've got big old butterflies doing a dance and I've started.
The first 90 seconds I can feel my legs really warming up and I've got Pitbull doing Timber in my ears and the beat is good...
I slow down for my walk knowing I've got my first ever 3 minute interval coming up and I know I have to go steady and not go too fast and then before I know it I'm doing it and I've got a voice in my ear telling me I've done 2 minutes and 60 seconds to go.....
And boom!!!! Wtf? Did I really just do that?
Hit repeat and suddenly I've completed my first run of the week and I'm still breathing and my legs feel good and then I'm thinking I need to times that by 10 to complete this programme!!
I have to keep reminding myself that I felt like a sack of spuds and could barely run for 60 seconds in the beginning and now I'm two weeks in and showing major signs of improvement.
My head might be arguing the toss constantly but my body has somehow managed to prove me wrong and nobody is more surprised than me.
That negative self talk is such a bitch. I hate it!
But what I'm loving? How I can push my body a little and it rewards me with this buzz of achievement.
I still can't quite believe it but if anyone is having any doubts right now? Don't!!!!
If I can do this being overweight and out of shape then so can you.
I'm also watching the Michael Moseley programme - How to lose a stone in 21 days.
He keeps reminding me that my heart, my lungs and all my joints are going to thank me so much for doing this. I owe it to my body to do this.
To get heart healthy and fit and if the bi-product is some weight loss then this can only be a win win right??
Good luck to all those doing their runs today.
Go smash some personal goals ❤️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️