Heartbroken 💔

[Misspiggy89]

Today I lose my running buddy Sheebs.

Let me tell you about her.

We met her when she was about 5, she was given to dogs trust because her owner couldn’t look after her and her new litter. She came to us with coarse hair, underweight and full of milk. They think she was a stray for a while but when we picked her up 5 Januarys ago it felt like she was ours since forever.

We’ve had so much fun in this 5 years and it was only last September that I decided to go for a run. Sheebs came with me of course and has ever since... she always loved going out with me. She never tired of it. In fact, a few times I only went because she was looking at me with those big browns and I didn’t want to disappoint her.

There’s so much about her that I try to encapsulate in myself, I know that sounds weird but she was the sweetest, friendliest most maternal open hearted girl and who doesn’t strive to be that?

We found out on Friday that she has cancer. Rather than let her go through her last few weeks with pain and suffering we’re letting her go today. But it really hurts to know she won’t be lapping me on my run or begging for my cheese sandwich, watching questionable tv programs when I should be working and guarding our family. I couldn’t ask for a better dog and a sweeter nanny to my boy and a better running partner.

I won’t run for a little bit, I’ll come back to it but I can’t face a solitary run right now. Without her sweet little face it all seems a bit bleak you know?

Anyway, here’s to the canine running buddys. The best kind. Whether they’re running alongside you or up in that doggy heaven may they run wild and free and always get a bit of cheese sandwich. 🐶♥️

Love you Sheebs. Always xxxxxxxxx

[Piplesh Graduate]

Sorry to hear about Sheebs....what a lovely 5 years you must have had together. When you are ready, next run in her honour, she will be there beside you x

[Misspiggy89 in reply to Piplesh]

I ran. And you were right 😊 she was there and she’s everywhere 🥰 thank you for your kind words at such a hard time. Sorry it’s been a while but I had to read it when I felt a bit stronger ♥️

[Arachnapheria]

I’m so sorry for your loss. Like piplesh said, she will always be with you x

[Misspiggy89 in reply to Arachnapheria]

Thank you so much Arachnapheria 😊 xx

[Buddy34 Graduate]

She looks so happy in that photo with her tongue hanging out.

Its heartbreaking when we have to let go of a pet. I never really understood why people loved dogs so much as I never had one growing up but we got one when my youngest daughter was about 7/8.

A Jack Russell called Jack we had him for only 8 years he was the best.

Anyway it will be hard to cope for a while but eventually when the sadness eases you start to remember all the great funny things they did and smile when you think about them.

We have Buddy now he is 3 and we love him just as much.

I will think about you and your family today. X

[Misspiggy89 in reply to Buddy34]

I’m at that stage now when I can remember her without crying rivers and sometimes laughing. It feels good to think of her now. They’re the best aren’t they? They give you years of love and want nothing in return really 😊 we were blessed to have her. Thank you for your kind words xx

[Oldfloss Administrator Graduate]

Hugs sent to you.... Run, when the time is right... your buddy will be lolloping along with you... in your heart

[Jalapenolover101 Graduate]

((((Hugs))))) so sorry x

[Jazzyrunner Graduate]

I am so sorry to hear this, our furry friends are deep in our hearts and even though the pain feels almost unbearable, she will always be there in your heart, and in your mind’s eye she will be running alongside you when you find you can run again. Hugs x

[Comfortnotspeed]

My heart is breaking a little bit with yours ❤️ We are blessed to have them for the time we are allowed.

[Granspeed Graduate]

💕💕 I will be running for Sheebs and you this morning. 💕

[Misspiggy89 in reply to Granspeed]

That is the loveliest thing 😍 thank you for your support! Xxxx

[GoGo_JoJo Graduate]

So sorry to hear, sending you hugs and comfort. The runs will be there when you are ready 👍🏻😘

[Fatgirlslim19 Graduate]

I'm so sorry to hear this, Misspiggy. I'm glad you and she shared such love. Sending lots of hugs to you both.

[Pepper55 Graduate]

Thinking of you at this very sad time. You gave her a very happy life after rescuing her and she rewarded you with all that love and your precious memorable runs. I know exactly how it feels to run with a very loyal dog who helps get you out that door and is by your side like a shadow. Tears are rolling down my cheeks reading your message. Take care and wishing you strength to get back to the running again when you're ready.

[Misspiggy89 in reply to Pepper55]

Thank you pepper55, your support is greatly appreciated xx

[Redvic97 Graduate]

So sorry to hear. It really is heartbreaking when we have to say goodbye. Thinking of you.

[sarah65]

Sorry to hear that you’ve lost Sheebs. What a beautiful face she had. I used to run with my lovely girl, also a rescue, until she developed chronic heart failure and passed on. I still think about her looking up at me, encouragingly while we ran by the river which we both loved. She always had more energy than me!

You’ll still feel Sheebs beside you when you run. I have lost 2 wonderful dogs in the past 10 years but still feel their presence when walking/running in special places. Sounds weird I know but life is strange!! ❤️

[Misspiggy89 in reply to sarah65]

You’re so right about this! I’m going to scatter her ashes on a regular run we had ♥️ thank you for being so supportive! Xx

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🐾❤️ What a beautiful tribute to a much loved girl. She will always be with you. Thinking of you today xx

[Realfoodieclub Graduate]

So sorry, Hugs, our pets (our family) touch us is so many little ways. Take care of yourself

[Wenderwoo Graduate]

I’m so sorry to hear this news. As a long time dog owner, I know how you feel. The only thing I can say is you are doing the right thing in not allowing her to suffer. RIP Sheebs 🌈 x

[Maz1234 Graduate]

So sorry about the loss of Sheebs. You have gave a fantastic 5 years and made her into a furry family member. Take care and try to remember the great 5 years you gave to Sheebs.

[Crittermad Graduate]

So sorry for your loss! My childhood dog was Sheebs ( short for Sheba) - so painful to lose a fur baby x

[Misspiggy89 in reply to Crittermad]

That was her name and I didn’t really like it much but when I think of it now it makes me smile 😊 such a sweet girl. Thank you for your lovely comment xx