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Let me apologise.....

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Good morning everybody...and what a flippin good morning it is!!!!

I want to apologise for the blip in confidence on Monday....I apologise to everyone who has been reading my posts & running by my side right from the beginning, my heros....& to the newbies on here that are just starting their journey. I AM NOT A FRAUD......I AM A RUNNER!!!!!! I know you all keep telling me ...even screaming it!!! (JCR!)....I am not going to doubt myself anymore, I promise. I have just done the last 28 min run of the programme & yes, I was flagging at the end but I could've run another coupla minutes, so I am not worried about week 9.

I have just had 'one of them runs' that cements the fact that I can run...in my own time...at my own pace, with my own goals, playing my made up games & singing my own songs....I couldn't wait to tell you all after Mondays post!! When I started running this morning I was back on the main road & I realised today how hard it had once been to reach MacDonalds...& then passed the carwash & then even further onto the plumbers merchants & further still onto the pharmacy where my friend waves from the window...but today, it wasn't hard...when I pass the pharmacy I cross the road & start back down the other side, homeward bound...& at that side of the road, about 23 minutes in, I have to pass a gym that's just opened with some proper beefcakes coming out, well, I thought, I cant run passed them looking like a deflated helium balloon, so I dug in deep & quickened my pace a bit, the parked cars were half up on the pavement so it was a bit tight but the beefcakes all stepped aside to let me run passed...I was quite pleased with myself as they all gave me a knowing smile...I turned the corner to head down to the rear entrance to the park where I started this journey & the gardeners were there and they held open the gate for me, "thanks" I actually managed to speak whilst running!! I'd about 5 minutes left when I started on my usual, familiar track, I knew roughly where 5 minutes would take me so I kept on running....when I finished I punched the air with a big "YES!!!!!"

Thankyou everyone for your comments on Monday & yesterday & the virtual 'kick up the bum' that I needed.

I AM A RUNNER, WE ARE ALL RUNNERS & WE'RE ALL DOING AMAZING!!!!

WHOOP WHOOP WEEK 9 HERE I COME!!!!

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Indigogirl profile image
IndigogirlGraduate

Hooray Hooray Hooray! Good to have you back 😁

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toIndigogirl

Thanks Indigogirl....I feel amazed at myself!!!

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Wannabefit19Graduate

Horraaaayyyyy your confidence is back .... awesome run and iv learnt a new name ... beefcakes .... ha ha haπŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚ love it , I can visualise them .

You are a most definitely a runner and a good one at that .πŸ˜€πŸ˜€.

Wk 9 !!!!!!!! Can you chuffing believe it ...... I'm now 1 wk behind you but on your heels -- I can't wait for next run again .

❀️❀️

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toWannabefit19

I cant believe it Wannabefit no!!! When I think about week 1 & how I thought everyone in the park could see my lungs its unbelievable that I've got to week 9....I can't even believe I'm saying that!!!! I'm glad I've taught you a new word too....is there no end to my talents??!!!! ha ha ha

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Wannabefit19Graduateβ€’ in reply toMummycav

😜😜😜

SC1472 profile image
SC1472Graduate

See - we told you that you were a runner!!

Graduation looms!!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toSC1472

Ooooooooo...the excitement!!!

Thank you SC1472 x

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lardofaleGraduate

Great stuff! I'm not sure who is looking forward to seeing that shiny Graduate badge next to your name more, you or your dedicated readers! Not long to go now, I'll probably hear the scream of triumph from my little corner of East Anglia!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply tolardofale

lol....I cannot wait to share my graduation badge with my running family...I'm going to get a megaphone so everyone can hear!!!!

IgaT profile image
IgaTGraduateβ€’ in reply toMummycav

My pom-poms are ready for you! Ask Jancanrun how they look in action ;) I will be doing some summersaults and back flips, and everything! Drinks are chilling ;)

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toIgaT

Hee hee...I like a good Pom-Pom & gymnastic display!!! Can't wait!! πŸ˜‰

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Downtwo

Well done. I am flagging a bit at the moment due to sinus infection that is getting better but bringing my energy levels down and its taking longer to recover. Glad you are back on track. You're nearly there by the sound of it. I like the itinerary report, especially the gardeners opening the gate for you! That's great.

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Martin_RoseGraduate

I never doubted you Mummycav, beautiful post from a beautiful runner. XxX

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IgaTGraduate

Yupii!!! You are amazing! You are back with high energy, high hope, and high motivation! You are a runner that can speak during run (even if it's one word), I am impressed! You could even speed up near beefcakes - huge WOW!

Go get them Girl!

I wish you many runs like this one, and I am sire there will be plenty!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toIgaT

Sometimes 'one of those runs' is just what we need & they just come out of the blue!! Love them!!!

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JulieDawnHGraduate

Your 'beefcakes' comment made me laugh. Sort of similar thing happened to me on Saturday doing first run of week 8, 25 minutes in (phew) and definitely lagging. Slightly dodgy lone man appeared on footpath ahead of me. Found a surprising burst of speed to run quickly and confidently past him! Motivation comes in many forms.

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toJulieDawnH

It's usually the dog poo bins that have me speeding up!!!! It made a refreshing change!! πŸ’ͺ🏻πŸ’ͺ🏻

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Coly1Graduateβ€’ in reply toMummycav

πŸ˜‚try running WITH a bag of dog poo swinging around until you can find a bloody bin πŸ’©πŸΆ then the other dog does a poo! πŸ™„Two bags swinging round πŸ˜• That'll improve your pace πŸ˜¬πŸƒβ€β™€οΈ

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J9_54Graduateβ€’ in reply toColy1

haha been there too lol

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toColy1

πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜·

Glossy profile image
GlossyGraduate

Wow!!! Great post. I'm glad the mojo returned.

Mummycav profile image
MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toGlossy

Just a lack of confidence I think...thank you

misswobble profile image
misswobbleGraduate

Yay! Well done! πŸ˜ƒπŸ‘πŸ’ͺπŸƒβ€β™€οΈ

Fun int it 😁

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply tomisswobble

I LOVE it!!!

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CarolineLou71Graduate

Yay! Great post, thank you! Those parts of the run that we used to find so tough are so significant aren’t they? Must hold that thought for the future 😊 Have a great final week 🎈

Mummycav profile image
MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toCarolineLou71

They really are...they all add up...looking forward to my final week (yikes!!)

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Tricky2836

Yayyy welcome back to sanity πŸ˜‰ go you so glad you are feeling better and go for it your nearly there πŸ˜€

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Decker

Well done Mummycav! You dug deep and saw it through. Congratulations! πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ† Not far at all now!

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QscoutGraduate

Wow, with a post like that I could hear the Rocky Theme in the background as you described your run past all the sights of your town, even the punching in the air at the end like the steps of the Philadelphia Museum of Art!

Bring on the final week, and you now know you can do it. Go out and enjoy those runs, where your smile with pride, and welcome to the wonderful world of running!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toQscout

this time next week I'll be shouting "Adrian, I DID IT!!!!"

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Sadie-runsGraduate

Yay! So happy for you. :-) "Those runs" – meh! You ARE a runner. Well done Mummycav. x

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Sadie-runsGraduateβ€’ in reply toSadie-runs

Oh, and definitely no need to apologise! We all have those moments, and that is when you should come here and vent! You know that we will all pitch in with some positivity to help you feel it yourself. We cannot be brilliant and "up" all the time, and for when we are not, we have our friends here to gee us back up. That's support, innit? :-)

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toSadie-runs

that's so true Sadie...I've had nothing but support & encouragement on here ;-)

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BluebirdrunnerGraduate

Whoop.....lovely to hear this MummycavπŸ˜„ ( saving the double whoop for your graduation run)

Great post, and made me laugh. I imagined you running past those Beefcakes, and the Benny Hill music starting as they ran after you into the parkπŸ˜„.. (sorry about thatπŸ˜†)

You are most definately a proper runner and I'm so pleased you 'had one of those runs'..that make you feel sooo good.

Good luck with Week 9, you will do it 😊xx

Mummycav profile image
MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toBluebirdrunner

well, you made me laugh out loud thinking of Benny Hill!!!

I love the feeling of 'those runs' they just make everything seem worth while :-))

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OldflossAdministratorGraduate

Thank goodness... it is about time your realised it... we all knew it !!!

Runner... runner, runner, runner !!!!

Great post.. great run and........ WEEK 9!!!!!!! Yeay!!!

I have my party frock all ready and waiting :)

PS

Slow and steady :) xxxx

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Polly2810Graduateβ€’ in reply toOldfloss

It’s gonna have several outings in the next week!!!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toPolly2810

It is!!! πŸƒπŸΌβ€β™€οΈπŸ’ͺπŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toOldfloss

You have helped me so much Oldfloss...you can be my star guest!!! πŸ’ƒπŸΌβ­οΈβ­οΈ

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OldflossAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toMummycav

Yeay!!!! My bestest frock it is :) Thank you!

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OldflossAdministratorGraduate

PS

Do not ever apologise again :) xxx

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toOldfloss

I won't...only for my smug face when I GRADUATE!!! x

Polly2810 profile image
Polly2810Graduate

Well said...Sod off gremlins, not welcome here!!! πŸ‘πŸ»πŸ‘πŸ»

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MandygeckoGraduate

Well done you! No more blips you can do this xx

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CB27LJ10

Whoop you go girl! 😊

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Kimchoc08Graduate

Well done and yes, you are a runner πŸƒπŸ»β€β™€οΈπŸƒπŸ»β€β™€οΈ

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IannodaTruffeMentor

Big tick!

JCR screaming with joy this time around! Well done runner....

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CookieMGraduate

Yay!!! πŸ˜πŸƒβ€β™€οΈ

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FishypiefaceGraduate

Well done you!! Our bodies know what they are doing (just about!!) it's our blooming brains that keep interfering with the process and cock it all up! Great that you've kicked your blip into touch and are back in the zone and ready for week 9. You've done all the hard graft already, next week is just the icing on the cake! Good luck :)

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toFishypieface

That's true...when I got to 20 mins yesterday it made me think of week 5 run 3...wow, that was a tough run for me!! I've had my ups & downs but I'm getting there...we all are!! πŸƒπŸΌβ€β™€οΈπŸƒπŸ» πŸ‘πŸ»

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Sadiemac

Well done you πŸ‘ I'm 6 weeks behind you but thinking beginning of November this will be me!! You are an inspiration xx

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toSadiemac

Aww, thank you 😊 you'll graduate before you know it....enjoy your journey

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mzye007Graduate

Well done! Glad to hear you're back on track (not that you were ever really off)

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply tomzye007

It's just mind games with those gremlins!!

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J9_54Graduate

Ah so good to hear you are back. Good luck for your graduation. No beefcakes on my route unfortunately but will try and imagine some when I start to flag later when I do my first 25 min run x

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toJ9_54

Ha ha...makes you run a bit faster & hold your head up!!

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AlMorrAmbassadorGraduate

Good post and keep on running, that new gym you passed with the beefcakes in it, are you thinking of joining it?

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toAlMorr

I'm already a gym member but not that one...they're a bit too seriously beefed up in there!!! πŸ’ͺ🏻

Jeani profile image
JeaniGraduate

Absolutely a runner- always a star!!

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Maddee_6333Graduate

\o/ whoop, whoop! πŸ˜€

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nikkiwabitGraduate

Missed your Monday post due to my own blip. We all have them, we are both back now, lets keep going:)

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply tonikkiwabit

Absolutely...NO MORE BLIPS FOR US!!! πŸ’ͺπŸ»πŸƒπŸΌβ€β™€οΈ

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HeleneCorsaGraduate

Well done MC! Loved this fabulous post and your wonderful infectious positive vibes <3

I think you need to start preparing yourself for your graduation lap of honour outside the gym (and quite seriously, get some bubbly on ice). And keep that podium warm, I'll get there in the end too!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toHeleneCorsa

You definitely will get there Helene...without a doubt πŸ˜‰

Mummycav profile image
MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toHeleneCorsa

And I might actually run inside the gym and do the conga with the beefcakes!!!! Looking forward to my bubbly!!!! 🍾

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SlinkymalinkiGraduate

Well done you! The champagne is already on ice!!

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toSlinkymalinki

I can hear the bubbles!!! πŸ₯‚

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ejvcrunsGraduate

That's it -- that's what's going on!! "deflated helium balloon" so funny also!

xxxxx

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MummycavAdministratorGraduateβ€’ in reply toejvcruns

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