So I've been running over over 12 weeks now, graduated a few weeks ago. And I'm feeling that there must be something wrong with me cos I still dread every run! I run on the treadmill cos it's cold & dark in the evenings here in nz at mo & the only flat places to run (I cannot do inclines!!!) feel a bit unsafe. So I have music which helps but I find myself counting down every minute, just feeling so glad when it's over with. Don't get me wrong I'm proud of myself for sticking to an exercise plan for the first time in my life & as a friend told me 'no-one enjoys hard work! But I can't say I feel energised by the runs or have an endorphin rush or anything else. Maybe running just isn't for some people? I am alone I'm this?! I started running for a bet to run a 5km park run with a friend but also aware that I couldn't count on my good luck with health and that I needed to start looking after myself. HELP!!!