Literally, the only thing that I thought for about 10 minutes whilst running.
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8 PM evening run.
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2 X 10 minute runs.
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It was the last interval day with a walking break between two 10 minute running sessions.
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Yesterday was also a deadline day at my work. I had forgotten to have lunch and the only food I had for the whole day was my breakfast cereal at 8 AM!
Several teas have been consumed before realising the day had already finished though.
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The first 5 minutes of the first 10 minute was brilliant. Then came the overwhelming dizziness out of the blue. Never stopped. Slowed down my pace all the way down to the point pedestrians were overtaking me looking puzzled.
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Still never stopped. Emotions were overflowing with guilt, tiredness, embarrassment and anxiety added to the mix.
Still never stopped. Suddenly "the voice" said I have only a minute more left. Gritted my teeth and pressed on.
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Once the first ten minute session was over I had to pause the day for couple minutes and breath again. Slumped on a park bench and took a break for five.
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Amazingly my body has recovered before my mind had the confidence to standup again. Just resumed the app and walked for 3 minutes before my final 10 minute run.
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The thoughts of having "a hot shower, a cake or a pie, huh.. why not both?" took control over. Amazingly there was nothing dramatic during my second session and it went really smooth as a hot knife though a block of margarine. Can't blame me. Everything I thought was about food at that point.
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No more walking breaks after today in the programme. I wouldn't have finished today if not for the break in the middle though.
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Now I just have to make sure I don't skip meals even if it were just the light ones, I guess. I shall have to wait and see how my continuous sessions go from here.
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