Anyone here had FCR treatment? I have post chemo questions. I have a question...post-chemo question. Did you feel mentally different? Some days I feel so down and so blah, it's hard to explain. I don't feel like myself. Like I strain to smile and put so much energy into smiling and it feels fake but I hope it comes off as real. I feel numb, maybe...it's hard to describe. I should feel so excited because my son is having a birthday, going to prom, graduating and joining the Navy but I feel....nothing. I can't describe it...except down, maybe blank. I hate feeling like this and hope it changes soon. I want to feel my normal self again. I wish I could explain it. How did you feel after? And I know it's different for everybody and men and women.Apparently chemo sent me into post menopause...I didn't even go through pre or regular...they said it would level out in 6-12 months...geez! I'm too young for that. I'm wondering if that has anything to do with it. I also now have osteoarthritis and my spine has cervical degenerate disc disease...go figure. I'm aging before my time but they blamed the chemo for speeding it up. But I'm more worried about my mind. Maybe I need to consider more meds to help till I get through it. Oh and nevermind the severe fatigue. I sleep so much. I go to bed by 8 and up by 5 and am exhausted all day. That's everyday. I have to push myself daily. I spend most of my day thinking about when I can go to bed.