How you all doing?
I'm good 😊 on part 2 FEC finished on to 12weeks of weekly chemo 1st done ✅ feeling a lot better than the FEC ... the pre antihistamine felt like a horse level put me to sleep 😴 lol 😂 ... buzzing at work the next day wow steroids gezzz ... decided no hair no wig ... love it so liberating and my hair dresser of 34 plus years told me to massage my head as much as possible get the sun on it and not to wear a hat all day only when it's cold ... this help the regrowth... can't wait to see what colour it is and if it's curly or straight .
I went back to work as soon as possible as I need people around me or depresstion and anxiety sets in and I don't want it can't cope with that ... cancer feeds on negativety and hates a sense of humour ... I am a dandelion one puff and my hair was gone and I'm off into giggles.
Surround yourself with people who are prepared to give hugs when you open your arms and are comfortable to rub your head when they feel the need because they care and love you 😘 I hate my what's left of my boobs so mis shaped but they are there I am grateful in away and I do have lows but more ups ... coping with the fact my poor husband has lost his only family member and younger brother and has to fly to the uk for the celebration of his life alone as people will fuss over me being there and it's not about me it's his brother and his children that need the love ❤️ and I have treatment during this time which is pulling at my hubbys heart as he feels it's his job to be there and promised we are in this together bless him love the boy to bits but he doesn't understand I'll be ok if someone else was with me or on my own just this once 😘😘😘
Keep smiling ladies always got a hug for anyone that needs one 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗