I can imagine you have, we don't even realise we possess such emotions until we suffer loss, I know I didn't, and I think you summed it up perfectly, 'The ache in my heart is indescribable {{{hugs}}}
It is, but you say it so well. 63 is so young, only 5 years older than me. This dreadful thing takes its toll. I hope you have other lovely family and friends nearby to help comfort you on your way.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Do take care of yourself.
My dad died a year last May but he was 86 and had been ill for a few years. It does take time to process. I had lots of problems with my dad which has complicated my grieving.
Your dad sounds like a lovely person. Try to think what he would say to you if he were here. I'm sure he would want you to be happy and live your life. A part of him will always be with you and around you.
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