ok a month ago I was diagnosed stage 4 hiv/ aids. Now from what i have read it has taken between 6 to 10 years for me to reach stage 4, remember apart from a flu like syptom when you first get infected there are very few clues that you are ill untill stage four.
Now fortunately when aids first showed up, I was at an impressionable age and the thought of aids scared me to death. (the media was flooded with images of thin people dying horribly at the time) so I have, most of my life practiced SAFE SEX. Ok having said that
there is a girl whom I have loved,(from a distance) for many years. well without going into detail about 3 years ago we were at a party together and we had sex. but it was one of those where you rip each each others clothes off and safe sex is forgoten in the heat of the moment.(we have all been there I"m sure.) So how do i now tell the only person I have ever truly loved, the woman of my dreams, the one person I would never dream of hurting that I have given her HIV? because right now I would rather die than than have to see the look on her face when I tell her. aaaaaargh!!!! my life really sucks right now!!!
thanks all for comments and links sammysam1337