Well after thirty days in hospital (all 30 spent in isolation and 7 of those under close observation due to suicidal feelings ) the hospital have finaly seen fit to release me back into the wild. Due to the fact I was homeless when admited to hospital with stage 4 hiv (aids) the hospital have taken it upon themselves to book me into a hostel in central London, but get this the hostel is for alcoholics and people with substance abuse problems,I suffer from post traumatic stress disorder and aids. I have never been a drug addict and don"t drink alcohol. so here I am with a cd4 count of 11, meaning I have no immune system at all, in a hostel full street drinkers and drug addicts many of whom have Hep c, many of whom are carrying Tb.Maybe I"m being paranoid but having no imune system and this being my first day out of hospital since being diagnosed, you can understand how vulnerable I feel in this enviroment. To be totaly honest I think I might be better off in a tent in the woods. anyway at the moment I am undecided as to my next move. No matter what i shall endevour to keep blogging daily if possible.
once again thanks for the kind comments sammysam1337