Finding out I had ataxia really threw me off balance (litteraly and figuratively)! I was in the habbit of always going a million km an hour and never stopping. Now because of lack of energy (very little) and still being stunned by what happend to me I am forced to take more than a few steps back. Back to the basics, start from scrach.
I'm trying hard to accept this and make this a new way of living. My suroundings however don't seem to look at it that way. They are growing impatient, saying things like it's been long enough. Shouldn't you start picking things up and start doing things again? You only do this or that, that' s nothing.
Who recognises this? I really feel like I'm doing everything I can. Even feel overwhelmd by the things that still need to be done. I'm not the same person I was before I got sick. How does one deal with others that don't understand?