I'm really struggling today. Found out yesterday that my ex has used my experience of PP to turn my 17yr old daughter against me. She had been acting strange towards me since March and didn't want to be with me on mothers day - at Easter she went to stay with her dad and has never come back - I was really confused as nothing had happened it seemed to come out of nowhere. I saw her yesterday and she hit me with a tirade of abuse based on the lies that her dads told her. I am devastated - had to be sent home from work. After everything I have been through I cant believe this has happened. I have overcome so much and I am so much stronger from leaving him and that abusive relationship - it seems he will do anything to hurt me. The person he has really hurt with his lies is our daughter but sadly she cant see that. The feelings and emotions this has triggered and the sadness I feel is unbearable, this experience was the worst thing that happened to me and now finding out what my daughter thinks of me has brought me back to square one feeling shame and that it was my fault.