Me my son my dog and money problems

[Dodo777]

I pulled a muscle in my back my dog is dying and i think my son just left the house 5 in the morning because the heating was off but he stays up all noght playing games. I love him so much i think he's vone up his girlfriend's now. I am eating so much chocolate i cant sleep at night. My son doesn't pay nothing to to house and he was skunk everyday and fags he just doesnt get it i am not wealthy. I feel so low again. I just want it all to end. I been isolated for years i have personality problems anxiety PTSD and am on subutex to cope but its getting overwhelming again. My son and i dont really talk. I dont know if he left cause it is freezing but i cant keep gas on and he turns it up the gas till its so hot you cant breath plus he plats the xbox and its eating my energy. I dont know what else to say except i am at bottom. I also been having nightmares twice this week first time in years enough to wake me up.

[Agora1]

Hey Dodo, I'm sorry to hear about your dog. I know how much joy he has given you.

And your back, what happened? Are you taking anything for pain?

You know that nightmares are a way that our minds interpret our fears. Try not to put

too much emphasis on them. Frightening but not real.

I think this time of the year affects a lot of us. I remember when I was agoraphobic for

5 years. For a while, I was able to catch up on everything I didn't have time for but

it didn't take long before you feel like you are ready to climb the walls. That boxed in

feeling can bring you down big time.

I'm glad you reached out to us Dodo. You need people around you to support you

through this difficult time. Stay safe. We're here for you. Agora1 xx