All of a sudden I feel like I'm mellow and the depersonalization lifted ?

[Jmerrick22]

This is retarted but I actually feel anxious now because I don't normally feel good and haven't for awhile. I went from suicidal thoughts to now feeling mellow and no more depersonalization in the same day , should I be concerned ?

[Agora1]

Jmerrick22, that's a big "NO"...

Enjoy the mellow feeling. The Anxiety Bully is giving you a break. Take that feeling and embrace it. x

[Jmerrick22 in reply to Agora1]

Idk why I keep thinking this is all part of something that leads up to dying or killing or hurting ones self . And I don't want that !!! Like all of a sudden your calm and happy . I keep googling stuff . I feel like running to the hospital

[Agora1 in reply to Jmerrick22]

Jmerrick22, just read this second post...Sounds like it might be coming from your medication. Maybe you do need to go to the ER.. with these erratic thoughts.

[Brih677]

no... enjoy it!!!! its nothing serious. Your mind is giving you a break

[Hidden]

Please get off google at this moment.

The night when I finally controlled one of PTSD related nightmares, and woke up with the constant heavy squeezing anxiety gone from my chest, I couldn't believe it. I have anxiety moments but not like that constant heavy anxiety I have had like forever. Finally, everything just came together and was working. Was so hard to believe. I kept looking over my shoulder for awhile. But it isn't back. Hope this is the same for you.

[Jmerrick22 in reply to Hidden]

I'm like terrified I'm loosing it lol

[Hidden in reply to Jmerrick22]

Well it's not funny if you are really terrified. Call your doctor...some one should be covering for him if he is not available. CALL NOW.

[Jmerrick22 in reply to Hidden]

I kinda exaggerate when I say terrified. It's just a weird feeling

[Hidden in reply to Jmerrick22]

Well I'm NOT EXAGGERATING. CALL YOUR DOCTOR. It's late and I'm not up to playing games with you all night. We care about you, but we are not the Crisis Center and we are not your parents. If you want to be treated as an adult, as a man, then act like one. Call your doctor or go to the hospital. You make the decision. Best wishes and good night.