I cannot carry on anymore :'(. 14 months of hell. I don't want to do this anymore. Constantly living in fear of a heart attack. Just do it and be over with it. Tip my hat to people that have overcome this. I can't. Anxiety/Heart Problems 1 - 0 Sandy1710
Can't go on: I cannot carry on anymore... - Anxiety Support
Can't go on
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I'm going through this too. It's 3:18 in the morning where I'm at and I can't sleep because I'm having bad anxiety about to have a panic attack just thinking about having a heart attack. I wish I could calm down. I am trying to be strong. I have had heart monitors and EKGs done and everytime they come back normal but still here I am over thinking it. I know I need to be strong but I'm really questioning if it's worth it. Maybe we can be strong together.
I'm feeling tired of it today too. I just feel so tired and hopeless.. I want to sleep but can't. Been trying to be active and social. Don't Give up tho. You're not alone.
Sandy I just got in only to see your "Can't go on" post. I know the fear is great. Maybe you need to chat...
I had and sometimes still have the same fear. I have been through cardiac stress tests which came back negative. I have many times thought that it would be easier to have one, just to get it over with. I have mostly now calmed my fear with the aid of antidepressants, therapy and for me some GI meds since they mimick heart attack symptoms. I try not to read too much on the internet about symptoms because they always list the worst.