Good Morning...

[mizzou7016]

Struggling a bit today.....as I get closer to becoming retirement eligible...the struggle to be here at work doing 12's becomes more prevalent...working on things to better my future....but I am struggling with a lot of self doubt...a lot of what if's.....hate that my brain never shuts off.....and it's always more with negative thoughts.......thanks for reading this ramble....

[Vonus5591]

yes sometimes our mind conjures more than we can cope with. But you nearly there . Lifetime you did look at how much work and effort you already put in.

[mizzou7016 in reply to Vonus5591]

That's also part of the issue though....I know how much work and effort I've put in to it....how much passion I had and still have for this job.....what it boils down to right now...is my unrealistic belief that everyone has the same passion and love for this job

[Vonus5591 in reply to mizzou7016]

Massive amount of effort on your part and they know what to look for these days and find most suitable people but so many people who would love job. Believe in the hard work everyone tries these days and to keep job

[Vonus5591]

This is blood, sweat and tears world for most of us. I’ve got while till I retire