Mixed up

[PeaceNeed]

I spent lousy holiday at bros house. I was so out of it and sick i think i made fool of myself.My mom who has dementia was there to. Iook at her and see myself in a few years.

Everytime i interact with family i get stressed.

This illness struck me down at an early age so im imature and have real bad interpersonal issues.

Everyone i come into contact with ends up hating me.

Its brought alot of retaliation my way.......

[CLB1125]

I'm sorry you had a stressful time. Holidays are hard enough and throw in family and there you go. Just keep reminding yourself you are doing the best that you can do. My family doesn’t have holiday get togethers anymore. Everyone just fought so we just don’t do it anymore.