I also do not want to be here anymore

[Tragicallysplendid]

I have had a rough life. Like Lemony Snickets series of unfortunate events….I suffered every abuse here. I have no friends and terrible social anxiety.

I just want my job here done. I know where we go after is a trillion times better.

I had a spiritual awakening and found bliss (years ago)but stepped down because everyone else would still suffer, I thought I was doing what was right for all and now my depression is proportional to the bliss I once felt but opposite. It’d the dark night of the soul.

my depression is so very bad it’s affecting my memory and I’ve been having chest pains. I got terrible anxiety lately too.

please Jesus let my work here be done so. Cancome home. I teally need to be held in the arms of love itself

[Loner41]

I know what’s that’s like I was just in that space a week ago which is why I’m here so I know you just want peace and sometimes earth just doesn’t feel that way and I literally thank god for opening my eyes after I’ve had a really rough time the day before especially when you can’t think of the last time you were really happy I have to try real hard to revert back to moments that I was the happiest and it’s hard at times easier said than done I don’t like putting my spiritual beliefs on anyone and sometimes I have to fight just to see a glimpse of light to pull me back because it gets really dark I wish I could just give you a hug right now and I don’t even know you but I find myself breaking down in tears at times if someone hugs me and I know it genuine because they understand I’ve met and talked to a lot of people here who understand and it’s making a difference in my life even I hope you decide to fight for yourself and hold on 🤗🫂

[Loner41]

Thank you !! All I know is being honest with myself and others I’m just glad I found a place here with you guys and people like you that understand what it’s like to be in that state of mind also instead of having to hold it all in I’m better right now 🫶🏽✨🥰

[Sandpiper14]

Please do not give up. Seek help from your GP, I did and it’s been nearly 6 months! I’ve had ups and downs and I’m going through a rough patch at the moment but I’m so much stronger than when I first showed up to the Doctors and opened up. I’m grateful to be alive now! Just think of where you can be in six months time. Please feel free to direct message me! Il be your friend ❤️