I am broken

[Against_the_current]

Mu grandma told me my sister said that dad's new woman treats her better than mom 💔

I was peacefully living in my university city and my sister was going through this 💔

[SoporRose]

That doesn't surprise me. You've been telling us about how awful your mother has been to you both, with her drinking and her manipulations and abuse. I can't help but be relieved that your sister has found someone who shows her some kindness, even if it is this person you dislike. Few of us are completely evil; maybe this is a positive contribution this woman is making to the world.

But your grandmother is trying to sow further hard feelings and dissension by telling you, and that is wrong and hurtful.

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Both mom and grandma are ruining me 😭😭😭. I can't live like that. And there are no resources. My two therapists and a psychiatrist don't help. I can't get into the mental hospital. Idk what i will do

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

Finish your degree; get the credentials and respect that come from having a degree. You are so close! That has to come first, no?

Then you can find some low-pressure job for the summer and give yourself some room to breathe and let go of the stress that being in school laid on you. Don't worry! You'll still have plenty of stress from other sources (😉), but at least you'll have shed that one load of pressure.

You talked a while back about getting rid of one of your therapists. May I ask why you still have two? Wouldn't having only one prevent getting mixed messages and save some significant amount money? If you had only one therapist, might you have the funds for a better apartment or for finding a better therapist or for whatever else you need?

[Against_the_current in reply to SoporRose]

Thanks. Idk for bad or good the final exam is in july. And one of my therapists is free and the other one sees me only twice a month and I can't survive this long

[SoporRose in reply to Against_the_current]

July is a long time. I didn’t realize it would be so long. I hope that will give you enough time to study.