P S. Im scared of my own mom

[Against_the_current]

She called me and i got scared she looks too red scared if drank. Scared that it was videochat and she was trying to put it near her ear to hear better. Sis sees me just as my anxiety which is really bad.Im drowning

Im drowning

Im dying

And my therapists just make it worse. I can't explain it

Staying in this ceiling room will have me insane. My trauma from mom and dad will have me insane. I need support but nobody can, they just make it worse. Im agonising. Im slowly and painfully dying

[SoporRose]

AtC,

Try getting in touch with AlAnon for support and strategies to cope with your mom's drinking:

BulgariaAl-Anon Information Service of BulgariaWorkPO Box 109Sofia 1504BulgariaWork

Phone: [phone]

Work Email: [e-mail]

Website: Bulgaria Website al-anon-bg.org/

You might find the support you need there.