He arrived right when i bought sth to eat, i hid it as If i hide drugs not chicken because i got worried he would say it's expensive and unhealthy and mi complaining from my heart. I am sick physically and mentally and can't function and he started talking about me moving out, changing accomodations, packing my stuff, not paying 2 rents, going to see places... I'm so anxious, how can i think about that?! And i'm agoraphobic, i'm scared of changing places. I don't want to change places.
I zoned out, shed some tears, tahicardia. Only sis noticed and gave me a pill. Poor sis. Only she understands. And it's probably not nice to her. All her family crazy, all our family. And he said sis and i should study and If uni goes online, me to tsay here. I'm losing it