…I can’t do it anymore…

[xGalaxyGirlx]

…I wish I never existed…

[Starrlight]

Oh no. Why? What’s wrong? You deserve to be happy.

[Isturgglewithptsd]

hey, I know how u feel but you got thos

[Starrlight]

If you feel suicidal, call 988 or 800 273 9255.

[Thankfulforhelp22]

you have purpose and value. Hope you feel better soon.

[Frankie24]

I think we all feel this way at times. When life gets hard or isn’t going the way we wish that it could. I have end stage renal failure and have to go to dialysis three days a week for four hours. I absolutely hate it and I would rather be dead than do it but I have a beautiful son to be alive for. I am bipolar which these days consists mostly of depression and anxiety. You really have to find things to get outside yourself. Find things you enjoy and get busy. Volunteering to help people or animals is a great thing if you can !! I hope you can find something to help you make your life worthwhile. Seek treatment if you continuously feel this way please !! I will be praying for you 🙏 ❤️

[Lemonade915]

There were periods in my life when I would have those very same thoughts. The first time was when I was 9 years old. In my 20s I first started seeing a psychologist and he recommended me to a psychiatrist. My diagnosis was dsythmia which is now called persistent depression. I spent years in therapy with a great psychologist who I could speak to freely and without judgement. I was grateful because he helped me process a number of painful situations which made me have those thoughts of not wanting to exist. I stopped seeing the psychologist in my 30s due to a "successful" career and buried myself in work and binge drinking with friends on weekends. I went from wishing I did not exist to existing and a suicide attempt in my 40s. I'm 57 years old now and grateful to be a survivor.