I've been kinda going through this phase where everything I've once loved, hobbies and such has almost no meaning anymore. It's like I feel I have so much to do, and yet I sit and do none of it and feel this boredom and emptiness.
It's come to the point where most nights, (mainly when this feeling comes) is meaningless. Like what's the point?
reading doesn't take me on adventures anymore, writing has become a chore insted of something I had very much enjoyed doing, I dropped drawing all together, I no longer watch anime or play videogames...
I feel as if I've fallen out of love with everything I once loved and I feel at some point in my life I've come to completely lose myself.
and no matter what I do I can't seem to get away from this shell of a person I've become.
I've fallen into this routine where everyday is the same, and its not so easy to just switch it up, especially when you have two kids.
I've sat many nights alone and just felt so heavy and alone and just done and I'm just so tired of this feeling and tired of not knowing how to fix me.
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I agree. Sounds like depression to me too. I know these feelings well. You can pull out of this with help. See your doctor and get a good therapist. This is a great place to get support from others to help you along.
((sooooo thankful for the nurturing supp;ortive kind whatever rhe words peop;le here........back at college when i was director had hradnoses staff v hard on students....this is such a breath of fresh air)
(((((((((((the people here are soooooooooooooo accepting ..v clincial ugh doctors.....im well ur sick bs model....oh tosh....all par to be pals and human....thank the lord...whoemever for these genine ly kind kind ..u can hear it....nurturing people.......god....just blows me away........i debate whether to respond but dont like taking anying for granted anymore...tell people while ua can esp in world full of crows......so impressed .....u can hear how kind.......so thankful they are here....all i can teach is cleaning tack and grooming......ahhh thaks brig.......fig out what ya ment....lets leave it to some others bit more dialed in ???
ya brother...whew u said it......guess a discussion on history of ptchforks or pet rocks........
naw....i mean no fense there brig.........man they have the whatver touch.........wow.......dont tell them ....ull embarass them...
let\\\\
oh ya....better go pull weeds in the corn........where did they lea4n 5o 5alk like that???
Are you under a doctor’s care? May be time for a medication adjustment. Or sometimes just talking it out helps. I hope you are feeling better soon. I’ve just recently started to have moments of joy after being in a state of survival for far too long. It will get better. 😊
I'm not. I don't have the insurance nor money for a dr or therapist. I've looked into stuff that maybe able to help, but haven't come upon anything as of yet.
I hope to feel better soon too, its a terrible feeling, although I'm happy to hear you are doing better! ♡
And thank you for replying.
lol.........they taught me aaa lot (sure u know) very conserative and they dont.....slam .....people with manners....
they watch for rhem and baby ud better or
but if u do......
then they will......just wink and nod of approval
very very protective.....(we used to go visit war ships and anadn ....we d offer to let the women go up the stairs first.....oooh baaad idea............see to them guys do that so pepole can look up their skirts......took a second and omg...they think were one of thsoe......so
we did a 180 and
whoa ......made sure we were nooooooo where near women or any questons of our intent....
they do NOT tolerate .......and rightly so......
v good lesson.....they are quite but
whoa............better get ur manners in order yestedreay ...tired of yanks that have zero class.........loud and aobnoxious bossy yanks...........can hear them a mile away
they werent wrong.
in britain and with older generation or down south...its insant respedt ...real respect for that woman... they take it very serioiusly rightly so and when i was down south...'
mhs peole call xyx maniuationande
dudes - in rural america....we all treat each other way diff t5han modern msh sish swhatefer they are teaching
man....u will be shut out and
just saying ....manners is not manipulation its culture....
and they take low level rudeness very ** seroulsy and makes u accutely aware.....u in soeone else country...
and th e longr u there the more....u realise
in this coutry people get mad....take it wronng
if u want to make an older person day....let her know it mothers day be she 45 to 95...
where i live ....u open that door or let her go first...
and u see her eyes change.....she isnt an old lady....
shes
first.....in line or him.....just love the older generations annd always have..
talk i the stores.........the men are gentlemen
the women.....alll appredaite that manner...teling everyoen
no the woman is treated extra special......which is**** saying it.......
and it makes u century man.....goes back to customer serviece as a paper boy
ur ** paper will**** be ...
exactly .....where u want it........7 days a week rain or shne..
at exactly 5 34 .....every day.........
my customers were soo special to me....the....best....
my older customers.....to die for.....
compensated for so called family that thinnks they kow i all
he good stuff i ur soul...came from my customers...
how i LOOOOOOOVED takig care of them..
extrememly ..personal.......
id only***** share this here.....NEVER with my so called familly.....hate my sensitity ....bossy anvil matriar4chs....why who knows who cares.......diff people....i never share my senstie side to them .....only here.....brits never laugh if guy is in the army but also likes flowers or gardens
why wouldnt they ?? they would say..everone in britian loves nature
in amerka they read into and onand oanonadkannonalnel
Hello, and thank you for responding. I would go see a doctor, and I've felt the need for therapy for a long while, but sadly for me, I don't have any insurance nor the money to actually take that step.
I've tried to take a step back and reach out, but most people don't care when it's outside of their own problems as I've come to learn, when I did try reaching out.
Although, I've never actually tried a health support group, so maybe this can help a bit, and thank you for the warm welcome! 🤍
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