After the most terrifying day yesterday with a GP at first thinking i had had a mini stroke and then sending another GP to the house who did every test imaginable ,he was convinced it was a major panic attack and not a stroke,but i had obviously never suffered a severe panic attack before,only anxiety attacks,and there is a huge difference,and even this morning i still feel very groggy.?
I truly thought i was dying with my eyesight so diminished and then feeling my way back to my bedroom and being swamped in sweat leaving me struggling to breath.
Apparently most people will only suffer a major panic attack once or twice in a lifetime and i can assure you once is enough,but anxiety attacks are much more common and easier to manage.
I wont expand on what i've been through in the last 2 and a half years,but it has left me a blithering wreck,indeed the GP said very few people would have coped with the brickbats thrown at me the way i have done which is a testament to my inner strength.
The good news,if there is any,my GP said my response to all the tests he did was immediate without pause and more attuned to someone of late 20's.
However,this has been a wake up call,and i must heed the warnings if i am to keep keeping on.
I have been known to criticize the NHS but the 2 doctors who dealt with me yesterday went beyond the last mile. Thank you NHS.