Need help with mom

[Against_the_current]

Mom sent me a terrible old song like those drunk people here play and that i am terribly afraid of because when i was little she used to get mad and grount me without tv and use the tv for these terrible songs. And firstable i thought is she drunk, is she trying to send it someone else. Then i called her, she said the song was about giving birth. I got scared she has another baby but it was about me. Then i felt like is she okay or is she trying to manipulate me or both. If she Loves me this much she claims by sending the damn sentimental outagrageous song, then she better leave me alone because i'm losing my mind and i have exams. I'm done with her manipulations. And her moods. When i needed her love, she was hostile. Now i don't know what to expect. Even in the best scenario - she send it just to be cute, then she better realise i'm started from her changing moods, never knowing what to expect and from giving me her emotions which are heavy. And this is the best scenario. Probably she's trying to manipulate me or drunk or has emotional overload and is giving it to me.

Note : She won't go to therapy, i go

[silentdreamer20]

To get a better understanding, what was the song?

[Against_the_current in reply to silentdreamer20]

Some bulgarian song from a genre i hate from 1996