After weeks of trawling through reams of paper work,and then getting in a pickle trying to photograph my Solar Panel meter,and then transfering it to a form i had to complete i just found it impossible because i really am a technophobe,i am hopeless,and i find it so difficult to ask for help,but i gave in and asked my neighbour Dave who works on computers all day,and sure enough he popped round and sorted it for me in a very short time,and i was so grateful.
And then another problem arose and i sent it off to my management agent to try to sort out,and they are very helpful,but i do feel so useless when i cant manage things on my own.My late partner was always the one to sort finance and tech stuff,and for me to grasp it all i find more than difficult,for goodness sake i can barely use a mobile phone,and how sad is that.
And then i have spent more than two years going through my late partners office which was bursting at the seams with stuff,and admittedly a lot of it is/was junk,but a lot of it not,so needs going through with a fine toothed comb,but again a friend Steve has come to my rescue,and he has been a Godsend.
I really need someone to sit down with me and go through all the intricacy's of all things internet because often i am at a loss as to know what to do.
Being alone is no picnic....but i'm getting there.
It's the little things that help with deep depression
Crying over every little thing
Worry about every little thing being covid
