The fear of feeling sadness or pain, turned into emotional numbness. I know i can't do that forever, i know i have to feel these things because feeling numb..to me is more scary then the sadness and pain i'm going to experience.
But i went straight to numb. I wish i could just cry to let it out but lack the ability to do so.
How do i let it in without going to the madness or self-destruct?
How do I let go of the past?
How are you doing today?
How do You \"Snap Out of It?\"
How do you handle stress?
How can a happy person like you be so sad? 
