Feeling a lot of feelings

[Lookingforhope20100]

So first I'm gonna start of with I feel guilty...I work with old people in a retirement home one of the residents fell and was crying out for help I wanted to go and see what was going on but didn't because my boss was already mad at me and I had to deliver meals. The resident was on the floor alone for 10-15 minutes and found out he was hurt I should have just went and followed my gut and helped out. Next I'm feeling confused, I just found out that my boyfriend stayed the night at a friend's house and that friend happened to be a girl now that's not the problem the problem is he isn't talking to me. Am I overreacting? And finally I'm feeling hopeful I go to talk to a college administrator and filling out paperwork to attend the college I'm super nervous but still really hopeful because college is the 1st step to getting the life I want wish me luck guys I'm gonna need it

[Lookingforhope20100]

Thank you for your kind words I'd love to hear your ideas