Some of the men I wasn't attracted to were too tall for me. Other men that I know already have a girlfriend. He mentioned he has a girlfriend about gifting something to her. The next man has a fiancée. Another woman is getting married.
As far as I know, I haven't found any single men with learning disabilities or somehow girl's have been taking the guys I was talking to and trash talking them, and I said I was not a very good girl friend. Girls who were off of Facebook.
Have you thought about why you want or need a man? These days, women don’t need men for survival. Many women say, “I don’t need a man to be happy.” What role can a man fill in your life? For most of my life, I wanted a man just to say, “Look, someone loves me. I’m normal. I’m living the dream.” But that’s about it. I essentially wanted arm candy. So if a man came around and did things of his own or fell short of my role for him, I’d lose attraction.
I always desire to have a boyfriend even though I am single and yet some of the men I have met so far are already in a relationship and my options have been limited even further because, because of my mom, I can only date guys with learning disabilities and not date mainstream men. I used to be able to attract guys easily in college, but now I can't find a guy who is attracted to me. another guy has a girlfriend
Slowly losing faith again…
Tension headaches 
Struggling with medication
i do not want to be a mom. 
