The past two months have been horrendous with barely sleeping much at all,due mainly because i am in constant pain.
However ,yesterday i walked to a local shop,I say local but it is more than a mile each way.As i was walking i had a tap on my shoulder,and it was my neighbour Dave,but my goodness i was talking such a load of rubbish with no sense to it at all,i had no coordination whatsoever,everything i said had no bearing on what Dave was saying to me,and even i just could'nt make rhyme or reason to what i was babbling on about,and when i finally got home i felt so embarrassed knowing i had just been talking gobbledegook....so much so i have put a letter together for Dave stating the why and wherefores .
i have since looked up the side effects of morphine patches and Zapain,and sure enough one can suffer all the things i mentioned,no coordination,losing a train of thought,giddiness,(i often feel i am going to topple over) anxiety,blurred vision,and the list goes on.
In many ways i did feel relieved because i really began to think i was losing it,and an even worse scenario.