Morning

[Queen_royal]

Hi y’all. Hoping that today is a better day for us all. I finally got a full nights sleep last night (shoutout to the sleep aid) it’s been hard for a while for me to sleep through the nights, fall asleep at all a lot. it felt good to have that. after a few months/years of trying melatonin for it to not work then resulting to benedryl which would dry the hell out my nose I got something to help I’m hoping for a while.

I have no insurance so I stopped being able to get my prescribed sleep aid and it has been a struggle. Before bed last night though my mind was in a bad place I was scared to come on here scared to talk to anybody else at all so today I thought that I would fight through fear and say what needs to be said from my heart.

With patience I know better days will come and time will heal me I don’t know what’s next for me but I’m going to fight everyday I can to show up for me. I feel safe on this platform if I can’t feel that anywhere else I feel safe here now I don’t have any meds to manage or handle what’s going on with me but I’m trying I really am I hope to see that with me trying that it gets better cause it’s been a long road.

Blessed to be here this morning to share with y’all. Hope y’all’s day is a blessed one speak to y’all soon.

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I feel this. I haven't slept well in over two years. In fact I have yet to sleep now as it is. Thoughts won't stop. That is a great mentality to have so I want to commend you on your strength and affirm that you can and you will get better. Even if you fall you are still trending towards the positive. You said it yourself, you are here for you. That is an amazing first step and you are off to a great start already. Best wishes friend.

[Tidus]

Yes I have felt like I can finally sleep but I am having nightmares full of non sense lol but you should check with your local hospital and speak with a social worker who could perhaps grant you money so you can afford care. I am currently speaking with one as i am in a financial bind myself. Try to find as many resources as you can

[Queen_royal in reply to Tidus]

I made appointment for tomorrow actually hopefully I can get some help with that it would definitely be great 😊