for once i've taken this weekend to kinda wind down and not think about this stupid custody case. i have two feelings tearing me apart inside but i'm letting it go at least for two days. it's all been too much and i'm letting myself cry or not care of just... do anything other than worry, you know? it's kind of relaxing, but also a little anxiety-inducing. it both feels like i should be doing something, i mean, this is my future we're talking about. but i've also been spending weeks worrying and letting it eat me inside out.
idk, i appreciate the moment of nothing but dumb stuff