I have trichotillomania, and when you have that it s like a war against yourself. I relapsed again. if you don't know what trichotillomania, it comes with OCD and ANXIETY! Its the compulsion to rip out ones hair. Its more common in felmales than males. I have had this condtion since the third grade. Its hard to exsplain what going through ones head when the trigger happens. It also harder to why it happened.