I will take any strength I have to focus it all on others. Really listen. Really be right there with them.
I already decided what I’ll do with myself so besides that shit and no matter how that stuff all goes, I will put effort into helping others however I find I can . I hope to be able to see what someone may in need of. I prayed to God about wanting to do His Will.
So now at least maybe then my depression won’t be a completely useless time.