I don't even know if this is anxiety anymore. I'm at the end of my tether if I'm honest.
I was doing so well. Lockdown was actually a dream for me. Being furloughed and having down time was very very overdue (despite the worry of redundancy!)
However, in the last few weeks I've started a new job back in an office environment and have felt rubbish since. I've been waking up nauseous most mornings which results in throwing up white foam/mucusy liquid. I've got no real appetite.
But my most concerning symptom is shortness of breath. I get it when running upstairs at work (think it's normal. I'm overweight and unfit) but also I've been getting it randomly sitting down. I'll get this sort of choking feeling like I can't actually get a breath, and go dizzy. It lasts seconds but it's awful.
It doesn't happen daily and don't think I've ever had it more than once in a day but I'm now convincing myself I have heart failure or some sort of lung disease and I'm about to die.
I've cried so much about it the last week or so, it's really getting me down.
I will add, I do have GERD/Reflux and allergies so regularly get a bit phlegmy but not sure if it's harmlessly related or I am actually about to croak it.
So sick of having these worries! I just want to live a normal life like everyone else around me.