What's the point?

[bluemiss]

I awake each morning and wonder why I have to face another day. It's not what I want. I just need to sleep forever..

[Hidden]

This is powerful: the cause of unhappiness is being unable to accept that reality is different from with the way you want it to be.

Honestly, this life isn’t what I want either so I am with you on that! And I use sleep as an escape too. But I do believe that if I want to be happy, I will have to accept reality the way it is and let go of my dislike for the real world. I think the happiest people are those who manage to take things on face value.

Don’t give up! All the best.

[Mijmijkey74 in reply to Hidden]

Those who take things on face value are deceiving not only themselves but everyone else they interact with. And they are usually happy outwardly but inwardly truly ignorant shallow and pigheaded living in a dream world unseeing. The types that usually say about terrible events or things going on - oh it isn't that bad! Of course not to them because of their sheer ignorance and rose tinted glasses. I want my life to be happy but everything I do and try so hard at fails and everything gets taken away from me beyond my control and not of my own doing. I'm surrounded by shallow minded people taking things at face value pretending to be happy and who have no depth to them. Closed minds and narrow thinkers wearing rose tinted glasses incapable of depth of conversation. They are phony and flaky, their smiles fake! I call them stepfords or pond skaters. They are the types who follow like sheep know wonder those with deeper minds and true honest smiles are depressed, lonely and want out due to being surrounded more and more frequently by those types who are ignorant of the world around them and completely brain washed shallow minded sheeple living in ignorant bubbles, phony smiling but lacking empathy, compassion, reality, compression, understanding and depth of mind. Happily ignorantly dull and stupidly unware of the world around them. I sleep to escape those types and the ignorance they spread like the plague and covid combined! All smiles types stabbing voodoo dolls behind closed doors talking to dead momma sitting their in her rocking chair. The brain washed pond skating stepfords! I'm sure they plug themselves in at night!

[bluemiss in reply to Mijmijkey74]

Sorry, but you are truly sick!

[Mijmijkey74 in reply to bluemiss]

Sorry but I'm not. Just live amongst the ignorant all copying and following eachother wearing fake smiles and who are completely ignorant! Face value my arse! B****y stepfords!

[Mijmijkey74 in reply to bluemiss]

Though I do often feel nauseous. Must be something l keep coming into contact with out there. Oh l know it's peoples sheer ignorance!

[Mijmijkey74 in reply to bluemiss]

I'm sick you think? Well actually I was very sick and ended up in a coma fighting for my life not expected to survive. And not taking things at face value doesn't make me truly sick just more insightful of human nature and character flaws than you are, and being descriptive doesn't make me sick no more than horror story film makers or authors are sick. However it is highly possible you were/are the sick one in many ways - reread your comment about what you needed to do. Sleeping forever is effectively death or saying in another way that you needed to die. No longer wanted to live. And plenty of us feel that way, but if you start name calling SICK at me on a site that is for people with all kinds of conditions and disabilities, expect retaliation. Not my fault you are definitely mentally sick and closed minded. Go speak to your gp and get blood work done, medication and referral to psychological therapies, but don't call me sick unless you can handle being call sick yourself!

[Hidden in reply to Mijmijkey74]

?????

[Mijmijkey74 in reply to Hidden]

What?

[Mijmijkey74 in reply to Hidden]

Sheer ignorance of people making me feel nauseous so frequently probably.

[newmercies]

Im sorry you are struggling. That is a hard place to be in. Try to take it a day at a time. Do something that makes you smile. Please don't be afraid to reach out for help and support. And please know that you are not alone <3

[JkBrauer]

Good morning bluemiss,

I am so sorry that you are feeling so down. What kind of things interest you? Do you like baking or doing crafts, maybe you like animals, or do you like to read? Do you like to window shop or meet a friend for coffee? How about word search books? - Find something that you like to do and make it a goal to reach each and every day, one step at a time. Try putting on a smile! I hope this helps! I will be praying for you!

[Hb2003]

I used to feel like that until I did something about it I think positive even though if the day is going to get horrible I always look up to the positive side of life and that’s how I changed my negative mindset