I’m a failed experiment

[MaxMallet]

I don’t know what to do or who to turn to. I’m fairly intelligent and educated but haven’t steadily held a job in my ten years since graduating college. I feel like a failed experiment, like the avatar of wasted potential. I don’t see the point in being alive to be honest. I oversleep constantly because I despise being awake. I’m not sure if anyone will read this, or if it even deserves to be read. But this is me shouting at the heavens I suppose.

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If you like studying why not do online useful course - Oplex courses have practical on the job courses or equally you could do voluntary work to get you going or research type of job in field of interest - Believe in yourself again!

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Hey Max. What's the reasoning you haven't been able to hold down a job? There's usually a lot of different factors that can play into it that might not have to do with you personally.