Too much for too long

I dont even know where to begin. But the last four years have been an avalanche of trials and difficulties. I’ve never been a depressive person but I find myself feeling lost and hopeless a lot. I’m 57 and am alone now. Which I prefer because I’ve had enough of people, men’s lies, and drama.

I guess I just need someone to talk to.

[Pink49]

Hi 👋 What do you want to talk about? I am 53 have had bad depression but got on different medications and am doing good now. I’m starting back to my part time job tonight after two months of not working.

Do you have depression?

[Hidden in reply to Pink49]

I’ve NEVER been a depressive person. And outwardly no one would ever know. But I’m having trouble “finding myself”.

In the last four years, I’ve lost my dad to cancer, survived Hurricane Michael but lost everything my dad built and cherished. I have my home so I am blessed. Managed a lot of legal stuff from his spouse, broke my leg, divorced my husband and was set up to be pushed off a cliff by two other POS lying men. My son wrecked his motor cycle and is currently still recovering with surgeries and lifelong issues and my ex now has cancer and wants to rely on me.

Is that enough for one person?

Thanks for writing!