some of the things going on right now

[dandeliondraws]

I'm very stressed as well as depressed currently, recently my mother has attempted and I had already been put on watch by my therapist. One of the reasons leading up to this is the pressures of heading to college and getting good enough test scores. My mother had directly stated to my face she doesn't think I can do it and neither does my stepfather. I have spent hours looking for scholarships and practice tests as well as making my own notes but for them to have no faith in me what so ever hurts more than I'd ever admit to them. I recently lost my father and a very close friend of mine has completely betrayed my trust and demolished our relationship. I have also been have struggles romantically, as I was in an abusive relationship both physically and emotionally, and just as I had moved on into what I thought could be a healthy relationship, the person I was pursuing decided they no longer wished to build a relationship with me, even after we had known each other for several months before starting school again this fall and they began a relationship with someone they had only known for 2 weeks. I feel like its constantly being rubbed in my face as the person is always making comments about "my girlfriend this and my girlfriend that". I would like any type of advice one could give.

[hurtingheart1]

I may not have a lot of advice for you but I want you to know my heart goes out to you!!💞💞💞💞sounds like you’ve really been goin through a lot and I truly feel for you I have been as well!! I relate to the parent thing where they don’t even seem to have faith in me at times saying bluntly hurtful things to my face & really no compassion or care times for my struggle!! It’s good you’re posting reaching out here- you’re definitely not alone!!ive also been badly betrayed by so called friends but that’s a whole other long long story!!i just lost my best best friend/fury baby dog I’ve had her since a puppy she is just the best and I can’t believe I’m here w/out her now😱😱🥺it’s like it’s so unreal this life!! I barely recognize the world I’m living in now!! I never imagined a time where she wouldn’t be w/me??? So in horrible rough painful times I feel for you💞💞🌻🌻🌸🦋🦋

[dandeliondraws in reply to hurtingheart1]

Thank you

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It’s great that you are planning college and pursuing your career. I’m sorry you are going through so much... life is like that, everything happens at once... but you can do it. Keep focusing on your goals. Don’t let the negativity get you down. You got this!

[Luna-blade]

Sorry you are going through this but you have to have faith in yourself. Never listen to what others think of you just believe in yourself and love yourself. Once you love yourself you will appreciate everything you do. Romantic relationships bring so much distress to any person and specially to someone who suffers from anxiety or ocd. Therefore learn to appreciate yourself and love yourself without showing neediness to the other partner. Don’t seek refuge in the arms of someone on the expense of your dignity or well being just because you need it... You are special and unique and able to achieve a lot!!