VERY BAD TRIP!!!

[Ricardo70]

Hi friends, yesterday I made a huge mistake! As part of my search for relief due to my chronic nerve pain I used to use marijuana. The only benefit I got was being stoned and lying around like a slob, so I gave it up. That was 3 months ago. Well I had a bad day, pain wise so I thought I'll smoke that little bit I have left. WELL it was BAD WEED(over 5 months old), after 5 mins I was truly tripping, violent shaking, rapid heart rate and it seemed like I was in my body but everything was in slow motion. After 10 mins I started having uncontrollable visions of what seemed like other plains of existence. I started seeing people who have been cruel and mean to me and my family suffering in what looked like thier own hell. Is what truly frightening to see. After what seemed like hours, I started thinking this is never going to end and my heart can't cope with the constant stress, I'm going to die of a heart attack. Then as I was coming to terms with my final moments I realized that my wife and two grown boys were with me, I could feel my heart slowing right down but I was still trapped in this information overload and vision explosions. THEN IT HAPPENED, all over a sudden I became calm, warm and all the fear melted away and was replaced by peace. I felt so much love then a voice that I'd never heard before told me In a really stern but kind voice that I had seen to much? Then she told me never to loose hope as this is what wait's for all the deserving soul's. I experienced the most vivid warm, loving blue and white lights with unbelievable peace and love towards myself. I could go wherever I wanted to in an instant but was told I was forbidden to see past this veil to whatever awaits us all.

Then it faded away and I started hearing my wife's voice and seeing all their faces and it was over.

I never slept last night and some of the visions I had were truly haunting, then on the flip side that feeling of peace and love was so powerful.

BAD TRIP OR LIKE A SHAMEN did I get to see the truth, visions of other dimensions and an alternate state of mind giving me access to places that are hidden from us??

What I do know is the veil to whatever is out there is so fine we don't have the capability to measure it or comprehend it.

Most will laugh at all that and say it's just a bad trip man, but I'm a very logical guy, spent over a decade in the military as one of the few and seen some truly disturbing event's in a combat environment. I don't suffer with PTSD because I made my peace with it a long time ago. What I saw made a great deal of sense and was perfectly logical down to the last atoms.

So my questions are, was it all in my mind, was what I saw just made up visions and are the microscopic bits of information I now have burned into my memory just fiction?

[Hidden]

First off medical marijuana from a licensed dispensary wont do all that too ya.Its got all that removed from it.

Sounds like ur marijuana could have been laced with??

Either way..maybe u did hear all that stuff n it was all true.I say go with what comforts u,n dont try to analyze it.Maybe u needed this encounter in ur life right now!?

[Ricardo70 in reply to Hidden]

Definitely not laced it was what was left from gear I got months ago. I don't know but some of the visions are burned into my memory. It's like I now know that hell or whatever awaits bad souls is not a place but self judgement and the pain caused reflected back onto yourself. For others you pass through some sort of veil, I couldn't see past it but only felt warmth and peace.

Maybe it was in my mind, who knows, thanks for taking the time to reply, take care. xx

[Jacobscedars]

This sounds a quite fascinating experience you had. Our lives are made up of experience and episodes and makes us what we are, in the present moment - that’s all we have, the present.

I wouldn’t say it’s just fiction in your memory bank - it was as real as it felt at the time.

Kind regards

[Ricardo70 in reply to Jacobscedars]

Since that day I have been sort of researching the various ancient medicine men, witch doctors and shamen from various cultures around the world. Amongst the most interesting are the Indian tribes of North America. Their shamen used various plant's to evoke a trance to help them communicate with their past elders. North America has documented hauntings from properties built on old tribal land, so as a firm believer in the paranormal world it's another confirmation of some other realm of existence.

The debate continues.............