Update on the moving situation

[Danzdanz123]

My brain actually hurts, I moved to London today went on the train with 3 suitcases got to the London train station waited there for half an hour and then bought a train ticket back home! I mean I’m happy I could actually make it to London but I’m so indecisive I dont know what the right decision is for me I’ve lost trust in all people and my mind is structure less and very clogged and hazy so it can’t grasp certain situations and today was the day where it couldn’t grasp living a new life it was like I wanted it so bad but my body was feeling that it wasn’t the right time but now I’ve got back all I can think about is actually going back?